Dry Your Tears - He is here

 

       Tears dry feeling like white dry wax or clay... 

Not easy to peal off and looks as though it was hard to come off when tired at last. Pain scoops in and bits again, robbing of joy and the view to for freedom. The cloud comes and spits its gloom of grey, leaving it a mucky cold day.

Why does pain and growth feel so, the pain of growth?

A feeling of in the mud, and under the water washed by my tears, hair moving about in the waves and as it snarls, cant deal with of it now, to much at hand, I will just have to deal with it later. Let grace arise, oh please deliver me.

 Now is the time to grasp for air, to look for a glimmer of hope, a glimmer of sheer clear grace. Do I dare? 

Time and time again, pellets are thrown my way, or are they the arrows that the apostles talk of?

Hope, where might it be found, where might it be seen? Is it lost, or is it hidden and that I just cant see? Hold on tight, and hold your breathe just a little longer, the one who saves is near and He wants to hear all there is, to bear what puts you beneath the deep swallowing sea. Don't fear! Please don't, His near I said. He brings light, and delight, He brings hope for you to cope, He will make the water look dry like when He dried up the red sea.

He is abundant. Did you hear me? Abundant. Look! Here He comes, clothed in white, He is the light, the one that sits on high. Do you not know that He is the one who saves your soul? You may feel dull and without hope, but don't fear, He is here. He came to comfort and to all in all redeem your soul. 

He came not to shine His glory but to fulfill it. He came to reflect the Father Himself in a holy and humble way, not coming in the day for all to see but coming at night quiet and still, while many asleep. He was obedient in the quite of night. He was pleasant and a delight, He came fresh into the world and relearned everything He knew, for our sake to show us that it all was not a mistake. That it is for us to remember that History was true and to fulfill all that we knew, and that He cares about us all individually. 

Look! There He is! Beautiful and full of majesty! Humble as could be, with all His dignity. He is wrapped in Holy and deity. He has come to set you free, here He is the one that they spoke of long before, the one that the prophets talked about far off. Hold Him now, you can behold Him now. Take it in the King of holies.   

Look! There is the Son of God who takes away the sin of the world and daily bares our burden. Yield yourself to Him, for that is what He did for you. Do you know? Believe it! Read it for yourself in the Holy Scriptures. 

He partakes in giving every good and perfect thing from above. Do take note that this is not joke, its real and and very big deal. He came to save you from the pain, the sorrow, the darkness, the heavy loads the unbearable loads, He came to save your soul from total damnation, for instead reconciliation. But not by an inch on your part. This is a gift, an action, a devotion on His part. He laid down His life on your behalf taking everlasting death and total separation from Him. He offers life and freedom in eternity to all of humanity. But do they receive the gift? To taste and see the goodness that is before their very own lips?

 

GRASP ON! I'll take your pain, I'll take your sorrow. You don't have to worry any longer. 

He was made to be bold and carry the heavy painful load. 

But He asks of you to give of your future. To surrender your plans, your dreams, your pain, desires from young to old, asking you to surrender your all... 

It means.. LET GO! I'll catch you and never leave you and I'll never make a mistake! You must trust and have faith. 

Let God. Stop trying to do it on your own, He came for this pain and hurt, He already made a way. Lay down your life, desire and hopes and dreams and surrender to the King of Kings. He knows best, remember? 

"Who is this King of glory? The LORD strong and mighty, the LORD mighty in battle. Lift up your heads, O ye gates; even lift them up, ye everlasting doors; And the King of glory shall come in. Who is this King of glory? The LORD of hosts, he is the King of glory. Selah."
 - Psalm 24:8-10
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"But if you seek the Lord you God, you will find Him if you look for Him with all your Heart and all your soul."
- Deut, 4:29 

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"Jesus Said to him, 'I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life. No one comes to the Father except through Me."

- John 14:6

Tree + Fruit and 70 years

       There once was a very old man who was planting a fruit tree. 

A little boy came up to him and asked, 
" How long will it take to grow fruit?"
The old man says "70 years" 
The boys says, 
"What! By the time it grows fruit, you will be dead!" 
The old man answered,
"When I came into this world, there were fruit trees, and when I am dead there will be fruit trees, 
and people will eat of the fruit." 

End.

...Like Jesus speaking.

"For the fruit of the Spirit is Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Faithfulness, Gentleness and Self-control. Against such there is no law. Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with it's passions and desires. Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep walking in the Spirit. Let us not become conceited, provoking one another or envying one another." Galatians 5:22-26

Where are you planting your seeds?  
And also when are you watering them? 

Catching on?....

Matthew 5:16 
"Let your LET so SHINE BEFORE MEN, that they may see your good works, BUT GLORIFY the Father who is IN Heaven." 




In the Bible, LISTEN, READ Matthew 13: 10-58 


You can hear or read here..... 
http://www.blueletterbible.org/Bible.cfm?b=Mat&c=13&t=NKJV#s=942013



Praise the LORD! 

Leaves, Memories and Transformation.

Leaves are falling. . . . leaves are falling. . . 

 and they are every where. 

You need to pick them up.

These leaves, are pieces of your life slipping away. 

Pick them up before they go bad, turn brown, and get hard.

In other words they are memories.

Savor the time with the people you have around you, 
and in your life.

God brought them in your life for a purpose. 
Figure out that purpose.

They fall fast, when they start to go bad, turn brown, and get hard.

After that they are be gone. 
And they wont come back. 

You think that there must be some green left in them at the end, but then you find none.

Then they are gone and blow away. Far, far away. 

So, take time.

Be their Friend. 
Get to know them.

Love them. 

Listen to them.
Share with them. 

Trust them.

Cherish them.

I have recently lost some people in my life. 

They were close.  

But you see, I thought they were close. 

They loved me so much, and knew me well. 

But now that I think of it. . . .

It doesn't seem like I knew THEM that well.

We just said we loved.

And we did. 

But you see there is a point where a child loves.

And a point where a woman loves, and knows. 

Their is a difference. 

KNOW the people around you.

And LOVE the people around you.

So I say TRUST and Rely on God in the hard times. 
Lean on Him. 

Proverbs 3:5-8

"Trust in the LORD with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding;

In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths.

Do not be wise in your own eyes; Fear the LORD and depart from evil.

It will be health to your flesh,  And strength to your bones."

He will help you. 

Let go of your pain and sorrow, and let joy in. 

For He made your joy and He made all things new.

If you crack the door to joy just a little.

It will blossom, bloom and grow.

Is your soul well?
Is your joy open?

If not, make it well with God, and open the door of Joy now. . .

Fall at His Mercy, and ask for Forgiveness, and Transformation.

Ask Him to give you a Clean Heart, Comfort, Peace, Strength and Joy.

Do not wast these years that God has given you. 

Ask for comfort from God, transformation, motivation, and Joy. . . 

and move on. 

He will lead you and guide you. 
He will mold you.

He loves you. 

He is here for you.

He made you.

HE IS GOD.

Messiah King of Kings

 Messiah, 

Redeemer,

 God of Heaven and earth. 

I adore you!  

   

You are the Beginning and the End. You made both of them, you are Everything. 
You are my Father and my God. You are my First and my Last. 
You are my Suporter and you are my and my Uplifter. 
You are my God and you are my Savior. 
You are my Friend you are my Lover. 
You are my song and you are my Art that comes from my heart. 
I love you my Strong Creator! 

You create every little interkit thing in the world.

By thinking just what some of those things are they they amaze me by far! 

Elohim

means..

The Strong Creator.

Our God is such a Strong Creator!

He made Everything. 

My God is a Beautiful and Gracious God. 

And far more! 

This is my God 

 He provides so much for me.

 I am SO thankful for what is does for me and gives to me.

I am thankful that is my God.

I fall at the thrown of His Glory,

for he is the ruler of my life forever.

Remember who your King is. 

I love you Messiah. 

Your daughter, Bethany 

I am flowing in his Mighty River

I am learning alot when I am on God's river. 

It is slow. 

But I think that is for a reason. And for the season.

That God is showing me patient in what I do. 

I am learning and want to learn so much more!

But in this time I lean on God for is understanding and wisdom. 

I want to seek his truth as I flow threw his Mighty River. 

So I ask for Grace in this time of need. 

  

Just remember . . . . . Gen, 21:2

"And it came to pass at that time that Abimelech and Phichol, the commander of his army, spoke to Abraham, saying, "God [is]with you in all    that you do."

He is with you on His Mighty River, and he is guiding you on the turns. 

Stay with him always, and you will come back around to where you are suppose to be. He will lead you, because he Love’s you.

Love him it's the right thing to do. <3

 Fallow him

  His daughter,   Bethany

The Joy

                                              My king is a one huge king.
                                                          






         I went on my missions trip with Youth Works in Pittsburgh PA this year 2011.
  Let me tell you God work with me. I got to see that there is more people in this world then just us and they need us. There was much poverty there in the town it was like a movie but in real life it was so cool to see it but then help the community. When I went I thought I was going to help with kids because I am with kids most of the time and I LOVE kids. But I found out I was going to be helping with more mitereal things the whole week. I wanted to do some but not all. The things we did was help at an old museum with hard cleaning up with masks on and glasses. Also helping in a elderly home hanging out with them. Then Painting a apartment. One of the things thought was really cool was when we where at the apartment. We went out and took a break and there was kids playing outside. Now when I left to go on this missions trip, I was determined to talk to somebody I didn't know about God. Well I had that chance my two friends and I talk to a young girl and two other boys about God. And let me tell you! It is wayyy harder then I thought it would be. It was so wonderful though knowing that I did what I was going there to do. And also helping people in need. 
                                         
                                       Here are some pictures of my missions trip. :) 

                                   

                                   

                                                                       
                                                            Loved the staff!

                                                I love all of my youth leaders!

This is a church in Chicago. It has escalators and it has more then ten thousand windows in the whole place. 

I love to help people. Some people hate it but I love it! It makes me feel good to help and I know I am doing it for him so it is even better! 
I have been having this weird feeling inside. Almost like a wall, a big block. I feel like it is cutting me off from God. It is not the same as it all use to be. I know I need him so I cry out. But I don' t know what it is. It bothers me really bad. If you could pray for me so that it will be washed away and it will all be fresh again in me! 


I really think God wants me to go out and live fully for him. To be a missionary. I am waiting for the day that I will be lifted with his wisdom and have my eyes be open to his truth and to his beauty and love. I will rise with him and I will look up to him and point and give him all the glory and none for my self. Every one will be to distracted to who I am pointing to that they will fall on there face for his grace and for there shame and give it all to him and only to him and live for him. I want to make a difference in this world and I want it to be all for him!    
I want to be known for his glory shower. I want to talk to people about God. I want to change peoples lives for good. I want to shine for him!! I want to be a candle in the night. But instead of melting I want to burn taller! So much taller but ONLY for his glory!!! 

HERE MY CRY LORD!!!! 


I want to be this verse. 
Matthew 5:16 "Let your light so shine before men that they may see your good works and glorify the father in heaven."  Be it!!!!!!!!




                                                              I love him
                                                      And I only live for him!