Leaves, Memories and Transformation.

Leaves are falling. . . . leaves are falling. . . 

 and they are every where. 

You need to pick them up.

These leaves, are pieces of your life slipping away. 

Pick them up before they go bad, turn brown, and get hard.

In other words they are memories.

Savor the time with the people you have around you, 
and in your life.

God brought them in your life for a purpose. 
Figure out that purpose.

They fall fast, when they start to go bad, turn brown, and get hard.

After that they are be gone. 
And they wont come back. 

You think that there must be some green left in them at the end, but then you find none.

Then they are gone and blow away. Far, far away. 

So, take time.

Be their Friend. 
Get to know them.

Love them. 

Listen to them.
Share with them. 

Trust them.

Cherish them.

I have recently lost some people in my life. 

They were close.  

But you see, I thought they were close. 

They loved me so much, and knew me well. 

But now that I think of it. . . .

It doesn't seem like I knew THEM that well.

We just said we loved.

And we did. 

But you see there is a point where a child loves.

And a point where a woman loves, and knows. 

Their is a difference. 

KNOW the people around you.

And LOVE the people around you.

So I say TRUST and Rely on God in the hard times. 
Lean on Him. 

Proverbs 3:5-8

"Trust in the LORD with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding;

In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths.

Do not be wise in your own eyes; Fear the LORD and depart from evil.

It will be health to your flesh,  And strength to your bones."

He will help you. 

Let go of your pain and sorrow, and let joy in. 

For He made your joy and He made all things new.

If you crack the door to joy just a little.

It will blossom, bloom and grow.

Is your soul well?
Is your joy open?

If not, make it well with God, and open the door of Joy now. . .

Fall at His Mercy, and ask for Forgiveness, and Transformation.

Ask Him to give you a Clean Heart, Comfort, Peace, Strength and Joy.

Do not wast these years that God has given you. 

Ask for comfort from God, transformation, motivation, and Joy. . . 

and move on. 

He will lead you and guide you. 
He will mold you.

He loves you. 

He is here for you.

He made you.

HE IS GOD.

Messiah King of Kings

 Messiah, 

Redeemer,

 God of Heaven and earth. 

I adore you!  

   

You are the Beginning and the End. You made both of them, you are Everything. 
You are my Father and my God. You are my First and my Last. 
You are my Suporter and you are my and my Uplifter. 
You are my God and you are my Savior. 
You are my Friend you are my Lover. 
You are my song and you are my Art that comes from my heart. 
I love you my Strong Creator! 

You create every little interkit thing in the world.

By thinking just what some of those things are they they amaze me by far! 

Elohim

means..

The Strong Creator.

Our God is such a Strong Creator!

He made Everything. 

My God is a Beautiful and Gracious God. 

And far more! 

This is my God 

 He provides so much for me.

 I am SO thankful for what is does for me and gives to me.

I am thankful that is my God.

I fall at the thrown of His Glory,

for he is the ruler of my life forever.

Remember who your King is. 

I love you Messiah. 

Your daughter, Bethany 

I am flowing in his Mighty River

I am learning alot when I am on God's river. 

It is slow. 

But I think that is for a reason. And for the season.

That God is showing me patient in what I do. 

I am learning and want to learn so much more!

But in this time I lean on God for is understanding and wisdom. 

I want to seek his truth as I flow threw his Mighty River. 

So I ask for Grace in this time of need. 

  

Just remember . . . . . Gen, 21:2

"And it came to pass at that time that Abimelech and Phichol, the commander of his army, spoke to Abraham, saying, "God [is]with you in all    that you do."

He is with you on His Mighty River, and he is guiding you on the turns. 

Stay with him always, and you will come back around to where you are suppose to be. He will lead you, because he Love’s you.

Love him it's the right thing to do. <3

 Fallow him

  His daughter,   Bethany

The Joy

                                              My king is a one huge king.
                                                          






         I went on my missions trip with Youth Works in Pittsburgh PA this year 2011.
  Let me tell you God work with me. I got to see that there is more people in this world then just us and they need us. There was much poverty there in the town it was like a movie but in real life it was so cool to see it but then help the community. When I went I thought I was going to help with kids because I am with kids most of the time and I LOVE kids. But I found out I was going to be helping with more mitereal things the whole week. I wanted to do some but not all. The things we did was help at an old museum with hard cleaning up with masks on and glasses. Also helping in a elderly home hanging out with them. Then Painting a apartment. One of the things thought was really cool was when we where at the apartment. We went out and took a break and there was kids playing outside. Now when I left to go on this missions trip, I was determined to talk to somebody I didn't know about God. Well I had that chance my two friends and I talk to a young girl and two other boys about God. And let me tell you! It is wayyy harder then I thought it would be. It was so wonderful though knowing that I did what I was going there to do. And also helping people in need. 
                                         
                                       Here are some pictures of my missions trip. :) 

                                   

                                   

                                                                       
                                                            Loved the staff!

                                                I love all of my youth leaders!

This is a church in Chicago. It has escalators and it has more then ten thousand windows in the whole place. 

I love to help people. Some people hate it but I love it! It makes me feel good to help and I know I am doing it for him so it is even better! 
I have been having this weird feeling inside. Almost like a wall, a big block. I feel like it is cutting me off from God. It is not the same as it all use to be. I know I need him so I cry out. But I don' t know what it is. It bothers me really bad. If you could pray for me so that it will be washed away and it will all be fresh again in me! 


I really think God wants me to go out and live fully for him. To be a missionary. I am waiting for the day that I will be lifted with his wisdom and have my eyes be open to his truth and to his beauty and love. I will rise with him and I will look up to him and point and give him all the glory and none for my self. Every one will be to distracted to who I am pointing to that they will fall on there face for his grace and for there shame and give it all to him and only to him and live for him. I want to make a difference in this world and I want it to be all for him!    
I want to be known for his glory shower. I want to talk to people about God. I want to change peoples lives for good. I want to shine for him!! I want to be a candle in the night. But instead of melting I want to burn taller! So much taller but ONLY for his glory!!! 

HERE MY CRY LORD!!!! 


I want to be this verse. 
Matthew 5:16 "Let your light so shine before men that they may see your good works and glorify the father in heaven."  Be it!!!!!!!!




                                                              I love him
                                                      And I only live for him! 

30 Hours

                                    

I did the 30 hour famine last weekend. 

Let me tell you. 

I loved it.

It sounds wired because you cant eat for 30 hours,

 but I very much did like it! 

It was the things that we did in that 30 hours, why I liked it.

For sure! God loves us! 

I think he likes it alot when we do any kind of fasting.

As long as it is for him and to him.

So last weekend 15-16, I got to experience how one kid felt like. 

Her name is MyLove. 

While MyLove was tying to save her younger sister when the house was collapsing

  she burned her hands in the cooking fire. 

She made it to a displacement camp with her family. 

But the pain was excruciating. 

I had to pretend that I was this young girl. 

Not having the use of my hands. 

This was hard.

We played games.... games you would use your hands in! 

It was hard, let me tell you. 

We got to taste there food. 

It tasted like corn cake, but mush.

And it provide just the right amount of vitamin they needed in one day.

It was not tasty like the things we have here in the U.S

But I ate one and one haft of a cup, because I was hungry.   

                                                                              
                      Did you know that in Haiti it only takes one dollar to feed one kid for a day.

Before the 30 hour famine we where having people sponsor us. 

We had 2 weeks, to raise as much as money and would could for these kids. 

I my self raised 420$  

We wanted to raise 9oo$ as our whole youth group.

And we only have like maybe 10 people in our youth group. 

We ended up raising 1,050 dollars all together! 

And more! because more people kept raising more money after.

And ALL of it is going to the kids who don't have any food over seas. 

It was a great day! 

And I will do it when ever again God wants me too!

I love to serve him.  

The story about the eggs are just that I had an idea to do them.

But I haven't done them in a long time so I forgot you need warm water when your doing them....

So I warmed up all the cups with die in the microwave. :) 

It was fun. 

My love for God is strapped in my heart forever. <3

And I will keep on doing what he wants me to do. 

I love him. 

God's Beauty

If you take time and look at something really close. 

You will find Gods beauty in it.

You know why? 

Because he made it.

I just think it's so cool when you do look at things really close. 

                                      

                                                       It just blows my mind.
                                                               Just the smallest things.
                                                And I think God made every little little thing,
                                              to show his glory and how powerful he really is.
        

I just love it.

I think in a sense alot of us people are blind....

We don't see God's beauty or the amusingness of his works. 

I thought this was so cute. I thought they looked like cup cakes. 

God helps me to see it. 

Just look at how awesome God is.

He made this, and the tinny little things in it.  

When ever I take a picture of the sun through the trees

it comes out as a cross. 

Now how about that amazing God?

God has blessed me. 

He gave me an eye to see his beauty. 

I really to love him. 

God.