Tears dry feeling like white dry wax or clay...
Not easy to peal off and looks as though it was hard to come off when tired at last. Pain scoops in and bits again, robbing of joy and the view to for freedom. The cloud comes and spits its gloom of grey, leaving it a mucky cold day.
Why does pain and growth feel so, the pain of growth?
A feeling of in the mud, and under the water washed by my tears, hair moving about in the waves and as it snarls, cant deal with of it now, to much at hand, I will just have to deal with it later. Let grace arise, oh please deliver me.
Now is the time to grasp for air, to look for a glimmer of hope, a glimmer of sheer clear grace. Do I dare?
Time and time again, pellets are thrown my way, or are they the arrows that the apostles talk of?
Hope, where might it be found, where might it be seen? Is it lost, or is it hidden and that I just cant see? Hold on tight, and hold your breathe just a little longer, the one who saves is near and He wants to hear all there is, to bear what puts you beneath the deep swallowing sea. Don't fear! Please don't, His near I said. He brings light, and delight, He brings hope for you to cope, He will make the water look dry like when He dried up the red sea.
He came not to shine His glory but to fulfill it. He came to reflect the Father Himself in a holy and humble way, not coming in the day for all to see but coming at night quiet and still, while many asleep. He was obedient in the quite of night. He was pleasant and a delight, He came fresh into the world and relearned everything He knew, for our sake to show us that it all was not a mistake. That it is for us to remember that History was true and to fulfill all that we knew, and that He cares about us all individually.
Look! There He is! Beautiful and full of majesty! Humble as could be, with all His dignity. He is wrapped in Holy and deity. He has come to set you free, here He is the one that they spoke of long before, the one that the prophets talked about far off. Hold Him now, you can behold Him now. Take it in the King of holies.
Look! There is the Son of God who takes away the sin of the world and daily bares our burden. Yield yourself to Him, for that is what He did for you. Do you know? Believe it! Read it for yourself in the Holy Scriptures.
He partakes in giving every good and perfect thing from above. Do take note that this is not joke, its real and and very big deal. He came to save you from the pain, the sorrow, the darkness, the heavy loads the unbearable loads, He came to save your soul from total damnation, for instead reconciliation. But not by an inch on your part. This is a gift, an action, a devotion on His part. He laid down His life on your behalf taking everlasting death and total separation from Him. He offers life and freedom in eternity to all of humanity. But do they receive the gift? To taste and see the goodness that is before their very own lips?
GRASP ON! I'll take your pain, I'll take your sorrow. You don't have to worry any longer.
He was made to be bold and carry the heavy painful load.
But He asks of you to give of your future. To surrender your plans, your dreams, your pain, desires from young to old, asking you to surrender your all...
It means.. LET GO! I'll catch you and never leave you and I'll never make a mistake! You must trust and have faith.
Let God. Stop trying to do it on your own, He came for this pain and hurt, He already made a way. Lay down your life, desire and hopes and dreams and surrender to the King of Kings. He knows best, remember?
"Who is this King of glory? The LORD strong and mighty, the LORD mighty in battle. Lift up your heads, O ye gates; even lift them up, ye everlasting doors; And the King of glory shall come in. Who is this King of glory? The LORD of hosts, he is the King of glory. Selah."
- Psalm 24:8-10
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"But if you seek the Lord you God, you will find Him if you look for Him with all your Heart and all your soul."
- Deut, 4:29
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"Jesus Said to him, 'I am the Way, the Truth, and the Life. No one comes to the Father except through Me."
- John 14:6
