I am flowing in his Mighty River

I am learning alot when I am on God's river. 

It is slow. 

But I think that is for a reason. And for the season.

That God is showing me patient in what I do. 

I am learning and want to learn so much more!

But in this time I lean on God for is understanding and wisdom. 

I want to seek his truth as I flow threw his Mighty River. 

So I ask for Grace in this time of need. 

  

Just remember . . . . . Gen, 21:2

"And it came to pass at that time that Abimelech and Phichol, the commander of his army, spoke to Abraham, saying, "God [is]with you in all    that you do."

He is with you on His Mighty River, and he is guiding you on the turns. 

Stay with him always, and you will come back around to where you are suppose to be. He will lead you, because he Love’s you.

Love him it's the right thing to do. <3

 Fallow him

  His daughter,   Bethany

The Joy

                                              My king is a one huge king.
                                                          






         I went on my missions trip with Youth Works in Pittsburgh PA this year 2011.
  Let me tell you God work with me. I got to see that there is more people in this world then just us and they need us. There was much poverty there in the town it was like a movie but in real life it was so cool to see it but then help the community. When I went I thought I was going to help with kids because I am with kids most of the time and I LOVE kids. But I found out I was going to be helping with more mitereal things the whole week. I wanted to do some but not all. The things we did was help at an old museum with hard cleaning up with masks on and glasses. Also helping in a elderly home hanging out with them. Then Painting a apartment. One of the things thought was really cool was when we where at the apartment. We went out and took a break and there was kids playing outside. Now when I left to go on this missions trip, I was determined to talk to somebody I didn't know about God. Well I had that chance my two friends and I talk to a young girl and two other boys about God. And let me tell you! It is wayyy harder then I thought it would be. It was so wonderful though knowing that I did what I was going there to do. And also helping people in need. 
                                         
                                       Here are some pictures of my missions trip. :) 

                                   

                                   

                                                                       
                                                            Loved the staff!

                                                I love all of my youth leaders!

This is a church in Chicago. It has escalators and it has more then ten thousand windows in the whole place. 

I love to help people. Some people hate it but I love it! It makes me feel good to help and I know I am doing it for him so it is even better! 
I have been having this weird feeling inside. Almost like a wall, a big block. I feel like it is cutting me off from God. It is not the same as it all use to be. I know I need him so I cry out. But I don' t know what it is. It bothers me really bad. If you could pray for me so that it will be washed away and it will all be fresh again in me! 


I really think God wants me to go out and live fully for him. To be a missionary. I am waiting for the day that I will be lifted with his wisdom and have my eyes be open to his truth and to his beauty and love. I will rise with him and I will look up to him and point and give him all the glory and none for my self. Every one will be to distracted to who I am pointing to that they will fall on there face for his grace and for there shame and give it all to him and only to him and live for him. I want to make a difference in this world and I want it to be all for him!    
I want to be known for his glory shower. I want to talk to people about God. I want to change peoples lives for good. I want to shine for him!! I want to be a candle in the night. But instead of melting I want to burn taller! So much taller but ONLY for his glory!!! 

HERE MY CRY LORD!!!! 


I want to be this verse. 
Matthew 5:16 "Let your light so shine before men that they may see your good works and glorify the father in heaven."  Be it!!!!!!!!




                                                              I love him
                                                      And I only live for him! 

30 Hours

                                    

I did the 30 hour famine last weekend. 

Let me tell you. 

I loved it.

It sounds wired because you cant eat for 30 hours,

 but I very much did like it! 

It was the things that we did in that 30 hours, why I liked it.

For sure! God loves us! 

I think he likes it alot when we do any kind of fasting.

As long as it is for him and to him.

So last weekend 15-16, I got to experience how one kid felt like. 

Her name is MyLove. 

While MyLove was tying to save her younger sister when the house was collapsing

  she burned her hands in the cooking fire. 

She made it to a displacement camp with her family. 

But the pain was excruciating. 

I had to pretend that I was this young girl. 

Not having the use of my hands. 

This was hard.

We played games.... games you would use your hands in! 

It was hard, let me tell you. 

We got to taste there food. 

It tasted like corn cake, but mush.

And it provide just the right amount of vitamin they needed in one day.

It was not tasty like the things we have here in the U.S

But I ate one and one haft of a cup, because I was hungry.   

                                                                              
                      Did you know that in Haiti it only takes one dollar to feed one kid for a day.

Before the 30 hour famine we where having people sponsor us. 

We had 2 weeks, to raise as much as money and would could for these kids. 

I my self raised 420$  

We wanted to raise 9oo$ as our whole youth group.

And we only have like maybe 10 people in our youth group. 

We ended up raising 1,050 dollars all together! 

And more! because more people kept raising more money after.

And ALL of it is going to the kids who don't have any food over seas. 

It was a great day! 

And I will do it when ever again God wants me too!

I love to serve him.  

The story about the eggs are just that I had an idea to do them.

But I haven't done them in a long time so I forgot you need warm water when your doing them....

So I warmed up all the cups with die in the microwave. :) 

It was fun. 

My love for God is strapped in my heart forever. <3

And I will keep on doing what he wants me to do. 

I love him. 

God's Beauty

If you take time and look at something really close. 

You will find Gods beauty in it.

You know why? 

Because he made it.

I just think it's so cool when you do look at things really close. 

                                      

                                                       It just blows my mind.
                                                               Just the smallest things.
                                                And I think God made every little little thing,
                                              to show his glory and how powerful he really is.
        

I just love it.

I think in a sense alot of us people are blind....

We don't see God's beauty or the amusingness of his works. 

I thought this was so cute. I thought they looked like cup cakes. 

God helps me to see it. 

Just look at how awesome God is.

He made this, and the tinny little things in it.  

When ever I take a picture of the sun through the trees

it comes out as a cross. 

Now how about that amazing God?

God has blessed me. 

He gave me an eye to see his beauty. 

I really to love him. 

God.

Forgiveness

I went to Youth Group this week and they where talking about forgiveness.

 I think in my life I need alot of forgiveness. And to say sorry for things, even the littlest things. I think.

 It just made me think if I need to forgive anyone.

Because, I think in my life it's alot of faking or joking and then not really saying sorry or anything.

And I think for alot of us it's just joking or kiding and we don't really mean it. But! We still say it.
So then why should we not ask for forgiveness?

It just made me think about all of it, and how backed up I am in forgiveness.

When I went home I just said to both of my parents, I'm sorry. Do you forgive me?

And it just felt so weird because I had not said it in such a long time.

But you know what? It felt good! I felt clean!

For the past couple days, I have been backing my self up with I'm sorry, do you forgive me?

And I think it just made me think how thankful I am for so many things! And for relief!

We are all for rich! and don't even know it!

God said in (Psalm 65:3)  "Though our hearts are filled with sins, you forgive them all” 

I just love this because what ever we do, God forgives us!

And even if we are going to do it God still has forgiven us! All of it! It is gone!

                                                  It is just so amazing! I love it! 

"Brothers, listen! In this man Jesus there is forgiveness for your sins.” Acts 13:38






I love this God that forgives, forgave and is!! <3

How I Love Him

 My love for God is like no other. 

It can never be changed and never will. 

He loves me. 

I love him. 

I don't know about you. 

But with me, how I show God how I love him. 

Is singing and worshiping to him, and for him. 

I play what I can for him.

 And do what I can for him.

And when I do those things I Love him! 

And Praise him! 

And I am trying to do it with a whole heart.

But I will get there one day. 

And I am trying. 

  My Love for him is like a candle. 

Except this candle is different it never ever goes out. 

And never will. 

It stays lite for him.

 It will get bigger and bigger! 

And this little candle will share it's light with other candles.

And it will lessen to the Biggest candle of all. 

And do what it tells it to do. 

My love for him is like a flower.

 Except this flower does not die.

 It always blooms, and never wilts.

It wont ever die, because it is always being warted. 

And always being watched after. 

And cared for. 

There is really only 1 way to heaven, and to him.

And no, you wont just get there if you do good deeds.

You have to earn it. 

It takes time. 

But let me tell you, it is worth it! 

You have to actually Love him.

 And not just go around saying "oh yeah I'm a Christin"

And no doing anything to show it.

You have to Live it. 

If you pick it. 

You have to study what he has given us.

You have to want it! 

I want it

 And I need it! 

So I go for it! 

And is going for it. 

And will always be reaching out for more of it! 

Cause....

I Love him.

A little song to God

                                      I sit at the window looking out it...

and all I see, is you staring back at me.

Lord I want you more, I want to be were you are.

You knew me before the heavens and earths were created.

So could I be where you are?

I want to love you more, I want to share what you gave me in the beginning, when you gave me this heart to love to share. 

So will you help me get closer to you?

Cause I know your there waiting for me to cry out and ask to be closer to you.

So here I am, transform me Oh God! 

I want to grow towards you like a plant growing in the direction of the hot sun and wanting to grow bigger and bigger tell I'm grown to the fullest...

And you want me to come home.  

                     I want to know you more. 
I want to grow bigger and bigger for you.
I want to share your love. 
Help me oh God. I love you and want you more.